A release of burden

Finally, this time with a strong determination, i broke up with him. Seriously, this relationship made me so tensed up and it made my life so miserable. Everyday i feel stressed up and everyday i sure cry because of something. Thank to him because of this combined stress with my studies, i'm able to get thinner and thinner. So i guess at least it's a good news for me. Everybody asked me what is my hidden way of getting thinner. I bet you will never want to experience this kind of slimming process in your life. It's really so miserable and terrible.

The other side of love is hate. A person can love you so much this moment and next moment this person can hate you so much too. It is no doubt that i had a good time with him when he was in Malaysia. Everything changed when it is long distance. For me, the feeling of long distance relationship is so sucks. I will say it sucks big time!!!!!!!! I didn't cry ever since this broke up. Kinda weird right. Heart is numb or i am hiding my sad feeling? I don't know. Just that this morning my sister called me up and when she talked bout this with me, i do cry a bit bit. I just can't get this guy out of my head. I know i need time and i believe this is the time for me to start a new chapter of my life. Luckily i broke up now where i got 3 months holidays to recover myself. Wuahaha. Thanks alot for my friends who support me.

I'm back to who i am where i can do what i want and i don't need to worry so much whether my partner likes it or not. I just want to enjoy my life to the maximum. Seriously single is better for me now. I hate being tied with the rules and regulations between a couple. I'm so sick of this. Thank God for giving me a determination for making this decision. Thank my friends who support me for this decision too. Welcome me to the single club. =)

Hope everyday is a good day for you all. Cheers.